The Player Who Can't Level Up - Chapter 181

So this old woman (ch 192) is telling our dumb MC that he is the protagonist of Earth and he has been born with a golden spoon in his mouth due to Gaia and her mortal counterpart self giving birth to him.  I dont understand this:  how exactly is someone who could never level up beyond level one considered to get preferential treatment?  MC spent years as a servant guiding hunters on the lvl floor 1 while who could never advance beyond that.  MC to me feels worse than all hunters on Earth since all he could do is only leach on his allied ego's for power and strength.   In fact MC feels like he has been cursed by Gaia and all the gods.   MC was never meant to reach lvl 50 in the tower, since he was never meant to go further than lvl 1.  He was supposed to crawl and die in anonymity and weakness.   THAT's PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT?  Who wrote this STUPIDITY?

Thanks now I know MC is dumb ass I will not read this anymore  solo leveling 0.002

Fuck you just die and end this series (184)